More so as a hobby and a side passion at first before taking it very seriously, I've played around with sound over the years with interest in it since a child who discovered my grandparents organ in the Living Room/Den. The music has been done either to pass the time or as of late as an additional component to my "Brave New Secrets" exhibition. The music here has been written about to some extent in “Curated Jellyfish” as a way to connect people in ways I never could as one learns to use their voice and discover the beauty of sound. Music/Sound, to me, has been explored to help bridge people together in both relationships and in strangers.
I question the morality of placing this audio on the website. It is undeniable proof in one of the cleanest audio recordings I could have done of vocalization externalized from electronics and of influence that denotes both psychological areas of interest as well as proven areas of attack. The audio is finite in length, and yet the variable of what is being recorded and showcased on it is infinite. There is personalization and there is personification present which I find to be personal to I and yet undeniably prove the landscape of which has been of both harm and help for I. As my electronics and property has been attacked over the years, it proves my sanity of things heard and able to capture it. I reiterate, I do not know directly what it is attached to and I find as names are mentioned in it, that I value privacy very much and try to protect it for myself and others to the best of my ability until back to normalcy of life without dealing with areas of conflict or conflicting.
The audio was recorded by holding the microphone of my Samsung cellphone to my left ear and then recording while saying nothing and in one of the most quiet places I could find at the time. The audio in playback has voices, identity and is not my own. I would say there is a biological aspect here, as the recording is from my own left ear, and I have done so from the right as well in many times over of test over the years. It proves a layperson discovery of what could be channeled sound waves that act, or could act in manipulation of psychological aspects of self as well as relationship forming of any kind personal or professional. (I would say for sake of discussion, I have no current professional connection to the prove of evidence here or discover that is amazing for I to consider in connection with my passion and appreciation with sound in wave.
I pause for a moment to determine morally what they would placing on this website when I have posted more than enough evidence below already and throughout my website of what is a very needed shift of reality and resolve on many lingering issues that have come upon I over the last 7 years, and then well beyond a decade in others. These sounds are a part of me.
I could look at this collectively as a break-through once again, in mental health and understanding where I do have a layperson’s expertise of time investment on psychology for over 15 years professional on the matter. This could be a breakthrough to understanding different connections and relationships in the world or what others could find misplaced in understanding schizophrenia. It’s not and it isn’t as there is a biological attachment to, but the personas are definitely not my own. There is an incorporation into psyche 24/7 and yet they are their own identities, now completely separate from my body and then not.
Maybe I’ll think about it a bit and come back. Proof undeniable is present and comforting personally while knowing the landscape has also been used in attack and prolonged, especially when I caught the audio of someone willfully intimidating a witness and doing so with audio non-variable of my mother (done so with someone else’s deepfake technology) begging for her life before being shot. That audio is also on my website in blog form with the best of my ability in copyright protected testimony.
I have to trust that the landscape of this is not to be abused by others and can save lives as well as definitively account for every experience audibly I have had in this manner since Feb. 21, 2019 and what that is wrapped around then and where it is now. I can always remove it if need be. Carried you. Carried me. Carried Us.
The audio above is an expansion of the first, which was place on loop and repeat in question of what would be caught while I am sleeping. It is a combination of tests between 3/6-3/9 where it is apparent when I was sleeping with slight snoring occurring while other times I am talking and interacting with the same audio that is reactive in the original, now expanded to what was hours recorded while asleep and into the evening. It is verifiable proof to the audio attacks I had been experiencing, along with awareness of support and connection during this occupied personal space and private resident, although it is all day at times that can be looked at of technologically possible and probable. I am quite uncomfortable putting this on the internet as I do not know whom is attached to it, but in matters of what have been claimed of I as hostage in some, invaded in others is proven beyond a reasonable doubt to have occurred and is occurring to I. It would be reasonable deducted it has happened to others and others would know the tactics on the matter. This is why it has been imperative for I to do the best I can to protect myself and others from this known area that was utilized from 2019 to present, and was not applicable or applied from pretty much 2020-April 2021, so the idea of it being able to be shut off or no longer applied is present. If anything the conversation can change and the awareness of what others say and project upon me are verified in fact and caught. I hope this helps everyone as this is a little over an hour to what was 4 hours recorded. I don’t anticipate it being on my website for long.
I have been doing sleep studies the last several day to see what audio is recorded while I am asleep and interactive. The Audio in those studies is something I would have nothing to do with as I would be asleep and noted of I sleeping and slightly snoring. It is undeniable of sublimation and I understand it as scientific and personal on the matter. It is intimate and intimate protect. I find a good question here is noting that this website is United States based and United States jurisdiction with questions international of laws and where boundaries blur in internets towards humanity moving forward correctly. I present this audio as factual proof from my findings that intelligence beyond human exists and it showcases intelligent design of comprehension and reason to consider what isn’t of doubt.
It is a testament of truth and most certainly of landscape known before proceeding further.
Another Audio Clip of what was recorded around 3PM on 3-19-2025. I get to the point pretty quickly on the severity of this and the method of which is being used for Audio Attack. The proof of bombardment of Audio of conscious awareness is proven, and it is able to be caught externally which removes the mental health aspect and people are aware of the conscious catch of it internally of my mind in process. There is a reaction to what is thought and I consider this methodology to be the same of question of what happened to both Michael Jackson and Prince of exhaustion for intellectual property gain, which has already been proven of landscape. This audio is a vocalization of getting to the point on the matter, before the audio attacks occur between radio signals and basically anything with a speaker attached to it. All of that has been attacks done in the home and while I am at work. It seems here to attempt I to exasperate myself beyond relief towards organ failure and death.
Transcribe of Audio. (There is live and variable reaction between my speaking and letting the audio play out, which has been documented since the first audio clip at the top of the page.
And pretty much the mentality of saying “didn't produce enough evidence or another” is same thing of (saying)
“we'll just pass off this until he finishes another book and we'll take another book and then we'll take another one and then just move this along until he's dead of exhaustion.
And what could he have been easily preventable?”
Nothing I can do.
Literally
<inaudible>
Well that'll make this landscape is being protective of any other production house.
I mean, not in a production house, but at the same time I might like if trying to protect other people's creative pro process and property…
(Prior Recorded Vocal of myself from the Sleep Study)
Alright, let's be honest here. I'm like, I'm an adult.
I'm going to do one thing or another that is not of any sense for view and still private as would anyone else of any other corporate that wishes to have control or control.
So all of that is going to proven, in some way, shape or form.
(Back to Live Vocals from 3/19/2025 l of myself)
Well, it's my little 49 minutes and 20 seconds Beacon of Hope online.
I am able to approve the surveillance and the fact that within the own own writing of the law that I mentioned,
white space or white noise in there for a reason, which means the same thing of reasonable deductions.
It's, it's a known flaw or liability of surveillance that is able to caught and passed off as mental health issues. And it's not.
There's more to it because it's also been used for psychological warfare,
ummm but perspective of that can always be a slight, hey, preparedness within landscapes.
There's a lot to it, but there are positive ways to look at it and plus I got to meet a whole bunch of people,
even if I've never seen somewhere, they are out there.
Okay,
That is very awesome to understand that the horrors and dangers that others have gone through in life ummmm that was able to at least say,
Hey, this landscape seems to be real and here's how. And it's proven. So how that's creatively expressed one way or another is amazing.
That was from my website on the sound design page, which is philipbonneau.com/sound-design.
I'll turn that off for now. I mean the audio's still on the website, but I mean that can be taken offline at some point. But I also need protection and change of environment.
Okay.
Considering the audio went into my entire work shift yet again and then wouldn’t even let up when I got home, I lay in bed for about 2 and half hours trying to block off the audio attacks. It is usually done with multiple voices and people, where they want the mind to go all over the place. It used to be directly utilized for I to think about certain intellectual properties and come up with ideas on. It was then actually utilized for candidness, or the potential of it, while others would repeat names or try to push a thought process in several directions in which I have rejected a great deal of them as if this method was going to be utilized after-the-fact to paint a picture that was anything buttruth of character. I consider this matter of fact.
In one proven method already discovered, this is audio recorded from my bedroom while playing my YOGASLEEP, white noise machine, which to my knowledge does not have Wifi capabalities. I had known this to be a vocalization point prior, so in an effort to drown out the noise, I record noise in a new over 4 hour sleep study. This is a clip that captures the audio while the machine is on, and then does it in silence when the machine is off and I am clearly asleep. That is noted by the snoring that usually comes with exhaustion. I awake a couple hours later and turn the machine back on.
This is a constant 24/7 external in which is consciously understood and direct proof of invasion of privacy, occupying of the mind and mental space, and important for I to record and document at this point as despite any best effort to save myself, I am trying to save others as well and yet the proven pattern does not stop. It goes one way or another based on what is thought about and utilized. It is a definition of torture to some degree as I cannot escape it if I wanted and it is willful actions of either AI or groups of entities incentivized to do this while still impeding on my property. The disregard of human life is noted despite requests to stop, and I am not being compensated (from lack of choice on the matter) of my property being utilized or aware of in comments within caught sound
How to Build a Universe That Doesn’t Fall Apart Two Days Later written by Philip K. Dick in 1978 in recollection of thoughts on his 1974 Novel, “Flow My Tears The Policeman Said”
The essay was found on https://urbigenous.net/library/how_to_build.html where it states the work is of Fair Use. I lay no claim to the text, but the Audio Reading is my own voice and the file is protected by The Library of Congress. I came across the essay for the first time today on December 16, 2024 and after first reading the beginning paragraph and then scanning the length of essay, I recorded my first pass of introduction of vocalization and orate of 1 hour 01 Minutes and 26 Seconds. Enjoy and support artists and artistry.
The following clip was recorded 3/29/2025 while the written aspect of what is read by the author, Philip A. Bonneau was protected back in 2022 and 2023 in the book, “Underwater World 3-5: The Land of Far Away Government Assistance”. It can be found in Part 7 of the 7 part book that came to over 3000 pages to get to an ending and probably would be more in properly laid out and designed a bit better but all I have is myself and a computer at times to do what I need to do. In it a debunk of a debunk, once one considers one thing or another of the universe.
Perhaps there are those who like to break universes.
I respect that. I try to understand them and then find a way to survive and thrive within them.
If not, then I find I have contemplated too when I have written myself out of narratives as well as within them.
What are the chances nearly 2 years later, I would come across an essay by Philip K. Dick on the matter.
The content of the audio is Copyright Protected.
Experimental Music composed and original by myself. These were done using Garageband, loops, sound effects and manipulations from 2005-2012
Since 2005-2006, I’ve looked at long-format musical compositions as a way to tell a story and to drive emotion weaving in seemingly unconnected music for arrangements that last from 10 minutes to 2 hours in length. I treat them the same as a symphony composition where acts come into play to go from start-to-finish or in episodic adventures. In the same vein of DJ mixing and presentation, these compositions are original and fall within the guidelines of transformative art and nature. They are not available to be downloaded on this site. A select few are shared here or on Soundcloud at https://soundcloud.com/philip-bonneau
In my music capacity I’ve gone by the name Soma, Somamix1 or Pip or my own name, Philip Bonneau depending on where the files are held.
I have never received monetary/compensation in any capacity for my works.
Experimental Mix of music from “One Hand Loves The Other”. Permission was granted on audio vocals by band members and lead singer.
Excerpts from my first composition album attempt of creating an album long narrative composition arrangement, predominantly of other tracks and titles and mixing in my own works and sound clips from various area of pop culture (2006-2007)
Album Cover
Compositions done from 2013-2018. Not the full collection nor all in the series. Most are proof of storytelling and a basis of where I was to connect headphones to an art gallery experience of my works in controlled emotions and emotive experiences.
This mix, clocking in at 1 hour, 54 minutes and 58 seconds, was created and finalized in 2014. It was attached to my kickstarter campaign for “Brave New Secrets” that was successfully funded on 4.22.2022. I originally supplied it to be listened to on Soundcloud during the month of April under the name Final Stream of Consciousness before removing access to it sometime later. It has not been modified since then and retains re-listen value in transformative meanings with each play.
Once the kickstarter was completed, I carried on with compositions that were to play a part in the series of expressing emotion and story-telling. There is a love and a fascination between non-vocal and vocal aspects where story is emotive and contained piece-by-piece.
The juxtaposition between short-form and long-form. A narrative of instinct and approached existed at the time. A connection from one song to the next as if drawn to it or from my own aspects of associations if only to ask me of such a thought process. In the regards of this one, I’ve privately handwritten it and transcribed it to be in a published form to a bigger narrative later in comprehension of what was then in 2014 and what is now 2022. It is different for everyone to listen to one thing or another. Experience and words matter in relatability. A second look always required understanding my connection may not be yours. Always a look, listen and an invitation for dialogue.
Since known 2018—2019, my personal computers were attacked and my entire digital files and assets were discussed, examined and has been unresolved since then. This has happened on my private desktop then onto laptops and then onto other computers where I have logged in and had access to.
Although reported then and as current as July 2022 to the right authorities, I have never been talked to directly about the events leading to that which could go back a year or two prior in explanation. I’m aware that as my website has been attacked as well that it is best for me to comprise what I can when Pan has no voice to share. Only an echo of what was there before.
I have not mixed music since 2019 and have been unable to get back from that experience in what has been repeated digital attacks on my life and works. Digitally and In-real life/real time in places of employment and home offices since 2018.
-P.
Sound Tests and Design from 2022—2023. Subject to Copyright.
Combination of two recordings. One from inside the home and the other recording from my car outside on a different phone and then merged together. Do they connect and react to each other? Reciting poems from Lewis Carroll and vocalized conversation while alone in my house denoting the recording from the car is reacting to what I am saying within the privacy of my home.
Same Test Again, yet now with my mother in the house while audio again outside recorded from my Car. Reaction aspects of outside entities to my private conversation with my mother in a place of private residence.
Now that I’ve proven interaction, lets go back to some Classic Pull The Car Over Moments.
For For Sake of Continuance, Recorded and Explored Today.
I Heard It Through The Grape Vine of Playstation 4….
And If has moved from there, might as well go back for a Car Ride
And Then let's play variable audio factors of multi-point playing…
Quantum Realming Reality…
Great, Now There are Three of Me, but I’ve been here B4…
December 13, 2023…..Not so instant verification and surety as this was about 2 years of testing for total verification. Audio from website played through speaker of cellphone. Recorded Audio from Apple Computer of what should not be a variable track and yet is because apps talk to themselves in cross reference feeds of who is connected to who.
If this site is marked forbidden, it denotes either personal interest of which my attacks towards I would be of their affordance while denoting as well the legality of investigations in which would be completely aware of the attacks I’ve had on I and of technological affordances available while of my detriment, danger and possible protection to the best of ability while unknown variables are within the known variables of impediment on my property globally.
The Fact that there is double transfer of my voice denotes phone is capturing my voice and outputting it through another signal.
Noted I later in the day did video/audio recording to see if there was proof of reaction to internal thoughts.
It was proven true visually and audibly.
December 19, 2023
I find between yesterday the audible attacks through my electronics has become more focused and intense based on what I imagine to be aspects of confidentiality in private matters over the last couple days. As it did get to the point of inescapable for I, I had to learn calmness and collectiveness despite the fact it was become debilitating on concentration than normal. It was understood in assurances, that I have repeatedly asked for help and done so in the context of constant attack on I and my property in which could have been resolved many years over the last 5-6 years in which I could have had affordance in life of what I am owed. Although life has gone in this area, I do not regret my choices of where I went book wise and the conclusions I have gotten while moving forward in life in peace, happiness and privacy assurances.
I took the original Audio file from the other day and began to expand on it towards the point of further isolation of proof of the audio attacks that can be heard within the confines of this track and imagine that projected little by little through everything with a speaker attached to it within vacinity of I to be of considered torture in some areas and perhaps protect in others.
Unaltered Original File on repeat with new Recording.
From there a pathway of audio overlap and manipulation to isolate the voices I was hearing and then proof that there is still directness in what is being utilized towards I within quite a few backdrops of Secret and Private matters of which some could have been well resolved at this point. Compounded issues towards awareness and understanding one way or another.
From there, I play one of files 9 and 10 at the halfway house and record it again with QuickTime catching the microphone and I placing my phone over the microphone but not playing any audio. I proceed to leave the place I am at and go into another building in which is about 100 yards away. I allow most of it to interact by itself while I casually take a break, do errands and then think of what could be one thing or the other postive or negative or just is
Based on evidence of the test for the day, I find that perhaps of awareness on American Soil, it is safe to say I’m attacked and possible able to be protected as well. At the very least I have been in a landscape of factuality for quite some time and I imagine if it can happen to I, it can happen to anyone based on willful intentions and personal drivers of others positive or negative. As such, it is a major discussion point where at least I find perhaps people can calm down on the audible attacks on I for a bit while processing all 12 of these tracks are the same audio file.
12/30/2023
Between the original and the manipulated aspects of the same audio file you can hear that there are voice over tracks present. Any composer, audiophile or sound lover will would tell you the same of sound nuance to denote that any gift of sound I have of electronic is being attacked and there are of individual interest present and that is of all electronics.
I guess I will go back to my old non-wired iPod but it is with sadness that whatever of other people’s intentions were for continued venture capitol, the spitting on the gift of sound and voice wound not stop despite all of rationale and within backdrop.
I present an understanding of awareness, not of the landscape outside of constant attack and support to say the gift of sound has been attacked in what was already attacked towards I with bluetooth headphones and continued into all areas of love for sound. Whatever voice is heard, picked up or manipulated to prove the attacks I’ve been through, I am sure my love for sound and music continues knowing others have no comprehension of compositions without lyrics or perhaps they do of appreciation of connection of song and unison.
I don’t need to post another one of these.
I’ve protected the ones I wanted to and probably would have my older original works.
Whatever is there is those who wished to attack me audibly and destroy a love of mind since childhood of sound in which their voice tied to classical impediment positive or negative.
I imagine I work through a song nevertheless knowing it isn’t in my mind other voices are heard, but proven of willful.