No need to retype.
People live to destroy or build.
I'm a LEGO person myself.
Figured the above was there long enough to just transcribe what was actually in the picture since July 25, 2022.
Transcribed from the photograph. (Typed 1/13/2023)
I'm reflective of my shoe at the moment. I've printed out my digital self...not unlike 2019 but for greater thought to be considered. Perhaps its from necessity. Perhaps it is from attacks. A document of deletion while understanding my voice and life experience has/had meaning.
I'm reflective at the moment of an image I shot. Long or short before bedroom talk for serialized conversation.
The image in my email, but I'll re-shoot if ever lost. A darkening of the sole there but also an attack on archetypes and myself.
I won't go into Starving Artist but I will guide an image in translation if I was to do so. A worker's shoe, an unpublished manuscript and a condom filled with something left in the freezer.
Unassuming, but raises questions. April 9, 2022. April Fool's already HAD.
I think about my work situation, and although not idealistic, I made the best of it with schooling and a degree as a carrot while I also stood my ground for myself and my peers younger than I. I'm OK with that. I'm more than OK with that. Whatever the circumstance to bring me back to the same location 20 years later, it was meant to be. The Walrus tells that to a certain degree.
In this image I think of archetypes as I've explored them my entire life and definitely in my works where others but put their shoe print on while I worked a basement. Struggles. Tests. Known results It's not trial and error anymore, it is money can afford error at expense. I recall as much as others can.
The shoe a separate story of mine to tell later. The '6 Minutes to Lunchtime' a warning of what was allowed and where the major shift is going to occur.
The condom...
Multiple reference there in arbitrarily licensing things for the hell of it without thinking properly. Maybe Disney Bridal experience there...or not. Lack of forethought before going hindsight?
I remember 'Finding Prince Charming' and what it meant to people at the time. I remember the past that became the forefront and I remember the anger expressed rightfully so. Imagine a big break or trying to create something nice and having it destroy you or what you were doing. No Fairy tales in the real world there where others say, 'this is why we can't have nice things'. while others could say what about me while trashing others. Is it an issue for culture to find flaws instead of strengths. Maybe we forgot or never knew what it was like to find someone you want to be with regardless of sex or gender. Do you know what prior generations went through? Look at it as racial differences were a problem for people. Different races were illegal to mix with and apply that love of the same sex...it is the same thing where we all want to connect one way or another and it is never what we are afforded. I don't owe a woman. I don't own a man. I don't owe anyone of my private life and never are you entitled to it.
Judgment comes when people are known. Never know the whole story and get to know someone and maybe you understand. We all search for that one way or another.
I filled this condom with vanilla pudding and froze it for a couple days before even entertaining the idea of photographing it. To me, I go back to that TV series, someone I met, what it represented and what came after.
I see what has happened to me from 2018—present where I can't just fault one side but well aware adult conversations need to happen in my relationship or you simply are not privy to it. Imagine the shame of trying to derail happiness for others. I've been there in experience. I am there.
I remember someone discounting Brokeback Mountain that led to private discussions afterwards that say one thing or another as the one discounting was the one who refused to watch the movie to begin with. The struggle is real in love and it was harder than it is now and I give my respects in that regard in all areas. It is difficult to find who we are. That is true, especially in any society that comes from the insecurity of puberty, to your first love...second...third...etc. until you find someone that matches you.
In regards to 'Finding Prince Charming'...never knock what people have to do for money or find value in. The intimacy violation is always going to be the worst. Break that or be the cause of the break then that is on you at the same time. We all grow.
In all the bears, wolves, cubs, etc. of the world, I am a platypus. A little bit of everything where my understanding of the world has been from hardship but at the same time respect of everyone. Have I been met the same?
Not in all counts.
Some people have been pudding themselves in places they do not belong in when it comes to me digitally. #8 warned you but never underestimate what one has to do to prove a point.
Love is love.
(Whatever you want to label me as)
#whitecollarcrimes #vanillapuddingyourbusinessinminewithoutpermission
I am sure it was completely not read the cover of '6 Minutes to Lunchtime' in the original image. At least it gets added on in facsimilie behavor later. That was the manuscript of The Path of Starving Artist that someone nicely turned on back then. Thanks for that.